Autumn (I Still Have Your Picture)

I remember, the days of golden brown
And the hardwood floors in sunshine,
that we would lay down on
And I would run my fingers, through your autumn hair
And now we're not together, yet I see you everywhere

I still have your picture

I remember, late summers in the yard
When you would cut some flowers and place them in a jar
And I would paint my pictures and breathe some autumn air
And now we're not together, yet I see you everywhere

I still have your picture

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Silent Goodbyes

Another day, another day,
It starts and ends the same old way
I don't want to say goodbye,
I don't want to say goodbye,
I don't know how to say goodbye, but I'm lonely

I'm beginning to realize, why I'm lonely
I'm beginning to understand,
why I'm lonely, why I'm lonely

Another day, another day
We sing the same old songs again
I don't want to say goodbye,
I don't want to say goodbye,
I don't know how to say goodbye, but I'm lonely

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Jesus

I'm yearning to be burning in this hell of yours
I'm screaming to be scheming in your dreams
I want to crawl inside your fantasy
I want to be your make believe

I want to be the one you're thinking of
I want to be the one inside your dreams
I, I want to be, your Jesus
I just want to be your everything

I bleed a little when you're in my touch
I bleed a lot when you're not true
I feel this pressure crawling through my veins
I know this hunger that is you

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Wall Walking

Would you walk through walls, just to see me
Would you walk through walls, so you could breathe me
I've been waiting here patiently, hoping you'll need, just to see me
I've been wandering recklessly, hoping you'll see, how you need me

Will you be the one who gives everything you have to be with me
Leave all you have, leave all you love, give up your family for me
Will you be the one who rolls the dice and throws away the golden key
Will you walk through walls and realize the dreams, the dreams you have with me

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Angel

I'm bound and I'm speechless
I saw an angel on earth today
I caught a glimpse, a shimmer, a velveteen figure
Who seductively walked my way

Right then and there, I found religion
And I knelt down and started to pray
Oh my god, oh my Jesus
Please, please let her stay

I saw an angel, came down from the heavens today
I saw an angel, please, please let her stay

In love
I'm breathless
And I wear my heart out on my sleeve
I feel alive, I believe her, can't let her leave here
I can't let her slip away

Right and there, I found my religion
As I knelt down and asked her to stay
Be my God, be my Jesus
Please, please please, please

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Sleeping With Ghosts

She said you wouldn't know it to look at me,
but I'm in love in a very big sin
I've climbed into something where no one survives,
some place where nobody wins

Did you think I would last this long,
or did you think that I would turn gray
You know I've fooled everyone in this whole wide world
Because I'm only acting this way

Then she asked If I was a painting in her heart,
coaled shadows of black, white and gray
She said you look more like a coloured soul,
but the smoke keeps b d getting in my way

So I told her I'm not your painted heart,
then I told her to run away
I really didn't want to make her cry,
sometimes that's the way I play

Then she asked me if, I'd take her ghost home tonight
I told her, I'm not exactly, excited by your death
She said, I'm not dead, I'm not even dying
It's only the lonely that never, ever forget!

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Hold Me

Twenty five, so young, so pretty
Are you sure, are you ready
You’ve been waiting your whole life for this

So alive, so free, so crazy
Skin's so hot, and your heart is racing
I can’t believe you’ve been waiting your whole life for this
I can’t believe you’ve been waiting so long…for this kiss

Hold me…I want to be that someone new
Hold me…I want to be your new tattoo
Hold me…I want to stick to you like glue
Hold me…Why don’t you hold me

A night that’s filled with a dangered fashion
A steamy thrill, torn with passion
You’ve been waiting your whole life for this

So alive, so free, so crazy
Skins so hot, and your heart is racing
I can’t believe you’ve been waiting your whole life for this
I can’t believe you’ve been waiting so long…for this kiss

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Caged

I’m alone now, here on this stage
Watching you, watching me

I’m afraid now, afraid what you’ll see
As you watch me, watch you, watching me

What do you see now, what do you hear
Can you taste my words, can you sense my fear

Do you feel my anger, do you sense my rage
Do you, could you, would you, ever enter this cage?

I’ll be… right beside you
I’ll be…right here waiting for you
I’ll be… right beside you
I’ll be…right here waiting for you

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Watching You

I've been waiting, anticipating, I've been watching you
I've missed nothing, I've been planning
I've been watching you

You don't even know me, you look right through me
I'm still watching you
I'm so lonely, pathetically lonely
So I keep watching you

I'll be watching you discretely, you'll keep me amused
You can't make a move without me knowing,
I'll be watching you

Sometimes you hear me, why do you fear me
I'm only watching you
Sometimes you feel me, thinking you've seen me
As I lay watching you

I'll be watching you this evening, you'll keep me amused
You can't make a move without me knowing,
I'll be watching you

I'm so lonely, want you to know me, hope you'll love me to
Until you free me, can't let you see me,
I'll keep watching you

Sometimes you hear me, why do you fear me
I'm only watching you
Sometimes you feel me, thinking you've seen me
While I've been watching you

I'm so lonely, want you to hold me
Want you to love me to
If you can't see me, how can I be free
I'll just keep watching you

I'll be watching you this evening, you'll keep me amused
You can't make a move without me knowing,
I'll be watching you

I'm so lonely, pathetically lonely, hope you'll love me soon
Until you free me, can't let you see me, I'll keep watching you

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Raped

I won't be torn... I won't be raped
I won't be scarred by you... you're not worth the pain
I won't be lied to... not again
I'm not scared of you, I'm not even afraid

Runnin' down upon your soul
Today I gain my lost control
I can't wait to break the chain you hold

I can't imagine what you see
You're so perverse, you're so obscene
You're made of ice, that's why you're so cold

I am black, I am blue
I am pain through and through
I wonder how your friends will see the truth

Now this static's all I hear
A constant ringing in my ears
I'm screaming so you can hear it too

I'm not scared of you, I'm not even afraid
I'm not scared of you, I'm not even ashamed

I won't be torn... I won't be raped
I won't be scarred by you... you're not worth the pain
I won't be lied to... not again
I'm not scared of you, I'm not even afraid

I'm not scared of you, I'm not even ashamed

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Imagine

Just imagine, that we were meant to be
Just imagine, just imagine

Appointed passion, a gift from destiny
Just imagine, just imagine

Just imagine, if you can just believe
Just imagine, just imagine

Fate and déjà vu and serendipity
Just imagine, just imagine

Don't hang on to yesterday, grab hold of tomorrow
Don't hold on to what has been, grab hold of tomorrow

Just imagine, all you have to do is dream
Just imagine, just imagine

It's all been written, that's why history repeats
Just imagine, just imagine

Just imagine, heaven sent is meant to be
Just imagine, just imagine

It's only fear that hasn't ever set us free
Just imagine, just imagine

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Bleeding

Do you feel the storm around you
Do you hear the roar around you
Do you feel your blood
Do you bleed when thunder hits the ground…

Can you feel your body breaking
Can you feel a heart that's vacant
Can you feel your blood, do you bleed
Do you love me now…

I believe I believe I believe I'm bleeding now

Do you feel the storm around you
Do you hear the roar around you
Do you feel your blood
Do you bleed when thunder hits the ground…

Can you feel your body breaking
Can you feel a heart that's vacant
Can you feel your blood, do you bleed
Do you love me now…

I believe I believe I believe you're bleeding now

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

Without You

I remember when you touched me,
I remember when you held me tight,
I remember lying in your arms that night.

I remember how you kissed me,
I remember how that made things right,
I remember crying in your arms that night.

Hasn't anybody told you I miss you lately?
Hasn't anybody told you I miss you crazy?
I'm not the same without you…
I'm not the same without you…
I'm not the same without you!

Morning comes, I wake alone,
Tired of being so far away from home,
I think of you and the sun comes shining through.

Memories are all I own,
A photograph of you at home alone,
I dream of you and my dreams come shining true.

Hasn't anybody told you I miss you lately?
Hasn't anybody told you I miss you crazy?
I'm not the same without you…
I'm not the same without you…
I'm not the same without you!

I remember how you told me that,
A candle burns till I get back,
I remember how you looked, the day I left.
I remember how you softly asked,
Please, please baby hurry back,
I remember how you said…I'll miss you!

Hasn't anybody told you I miss you lately?
Hasn't anybody told you I miss you crazy?
Hasn't anybody told you I miss you lately?
Hasn't anybody told you I miss you crazy?

I'm not the same without you…I'm not the same without you…
I'm not the same without you…I'm not the same without you…
I'm not the same without you…I'm not the same without you!

© 2003 "B"lieve Productions

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